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Monday, June 5th, 2006

Time:1:08 pm.
I've never cried so violently in my life....I've thrown up literally everything in my stomach....I'm not entirely sure how I can see the screen, let alone string together sentences. I can't stop shaking, and I can barely breath, which might be why ive blacked out twice already today....

I need to get out of here, but where do i go with no money?
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005

Time:2:49 pm.
"I am the light of the world;
he who follows Me shall not walk in the darkness,
but shall have the light of life."
John 8:12
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005

Time:7:05 pm.
i've just been SO emotionally drained lately.
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005

Time:11:49 am.
ok. need help. I gotta present installation stuff asap so i need to figure out what the heck i'm doing.


I'm considering:

"Let Hope Take Flight" and my mascot be the flamingo. Colors are Hot Pink, Lime Green, Citrus Orange and Yellow. No idea what my carry in pieces would be yet.

Also joked around with the Lobster being my mascot. Doing like an oceany type deal. Seafoam Green, Deep blue..etc.

I dont know. Throw ideas out there cause im not feeling creative today.
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005

Time:2:24 pm.
i dont want to jinx it but today is the best day ever!
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005

Time:12:02 pm.
ok so last night i went to napa assemblies mtg with my WA and afterwards she spent the night. She was looking at something next to my computer and asked what it was. It said it was a list of events id attended since grand assembly. She got bored and while i was sleeping she totalled up my miles!! omg, i was like wtF?!? lol. I'm going to pass up 9,000 miles this week.
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Monday, August 8th, 2005

Time:3:37 pm.
just one thing:

CONCLAVE ROCKED
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005

Time:4:39 pm.
Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"






You are






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Friday, July 29th, 2005

Time:9:30 am.
alright, so morgan got here last night at like 10:30 and i made my first mary kay delivery and made $50 bucks! wooo.

So we woke up today and packed, showered..etc. Leaving for LA in a few minutes. waiting for Mapquest to finish printing. Gonna go get Starbucks, Noahs Bagels and some new sunglasses. Mexico is gonna be the shit! plus we are hitting up the Southern School of instruction, Danikas, Cassies, Nicola Lamberts and lord only knows who elses houses!

The SCJ Sweethearts Ball will be interesting. I think there are 15 of us grand officers going as of last night, but like 11 more are trying to extend their stay down there.

Not sure whats happening with the other 2/3s of my favorite trio, heather said she might be up north while im down south (you hooker!!) and im excited cause cook said shes going to the instructional!!!!
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005

Time:9:59 am.
I cried last night...so I've had the flu the last few days and I'm supposed to have left for So. Cal last night, but couldnt drive. Well i was just laying on the couch and in comes my demolay chapter! i was so happy to see them then they start handing me shit and i was just confused like crazy. They brought me soup for being sick, gifts for my birthday, flowers because they missed me and movies to watch with them. I didnt miss a demolay meeting for 3 years and recently I've been out of state for 3 of their meetings, busy with Job's on their meetings nights or traveling for rainbow. It made my day!! They've started coming to my assembly meetings in mass, we had 12 guys last meeting, normally we have like 6-8!!! I love my guys so damn much, and the fact that even if I cant make it to their meetings they find a way to compensate. It made my week!! I think the funniest part was when one of the younger guys told me that he made me my own Pleasanton Chapter Princess banner and a BK crown because i'll always be their sweetheart or princess. ok so what, i melted! And they crowned me as their princess hahahahaahahah
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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005

Time:12:56 pm.
the world has ended...i broke my favorite pair of sunglasses, just a few days after i left them to melt in the car. Its about time they got retired anyways
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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005

Time:10:13 am.
Monica Ahre
RIP
7/9/05

"I am the resurrection and the life, he that believeth in Me, though he were dead yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in Me shall never die"

The city of livermore is in mourning. The loss of such a young life has really devastated the community. Monica was just barely 16, with all the hopes and dreams of the world awaiting her. She was looking forward to spending her third year as the class 2007 president for Granada High. I spent two years working with this amazing girl in ASB and Class Office and it broke my heart when I had to find out about this terrible event by the newspaper the next morning. Monica was talented and equally as brilliant, she was a 4.0 student both her years at Granada.

The members of livermore assembly were heartbroken upon hearing the news...not only was she related to one of our adults, employed by my aunt, as well as being best friends with one of our PWAs...we were going to call her sister next month as she had been elected to receive our degrees...

Monica, you were loved and you will be deeply missed.
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Saturday, July 9th, 2005

Subject:creepy much??
Time:10:21 am.
History Lesson

Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can.

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.

John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.

John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.

Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.

Both Presidents were shot in the head.


Now it gets really weird.

Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.

Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.

Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.

Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.

Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.

Both names are composed of fifteen letters.


Now hang on to your seat.

Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'

Kennedy was shot in a car called 'Lincoln' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.

Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland

A week before Kennedy was shot, he was (with) Marilyn Monroe.

Creepy huh? Send this to as many people as you can, cause: Hey, this is one history lesson people don't mind reading.
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Friday, April 15th, 2005

Time:3:01 pm.
alright, its offically been one full week of having this sickness....make it go away!! aahhhh. I didnt eat for three straight days, normally i dont go more then a few hours, so its been really weird. i also slept for 6 hour chunks in the middle of the day then id go a few days without sleeping at all. i've lost almost 8 pounds but this is by far the worst diet ever, id rather go run a hundred miles or do crunches. lameness. i think ive had every symptom of every cold, flu or disease ever. I couldnt stop sneezing, then i was coughing so hard i couldnt breathe. there was the oh so exciting blacking out phase. swinging from freezing cold to burning up. 104 temperature, it just gets better and better. lol. i think my favorite part are the flowers... started sneezing for a few days after i got the first bunch. its like a little garden growing in my moms kitchen. ive been staying at my dads house so im not alone all day.
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Friday, March 25th, 2005

Time:3:09 pm.
Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine,
But on the inside I am dying

My strength has overcome my pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

Now it's my time to help you out,
Coz you were there when I was down,
It's hard for me to seal this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me, keep my dreams alive ,
Without you how would I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore

Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine,
But on the inside I am dying

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's your to mine

I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
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Friday, February 18th, 2005

Time:9:18 pm.

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